Economics of Pain: Pain equilibrium (part 4)

Having faced the worst, maybe there is a 'pain solstice' or point of equilibrium, where it can get so bad, it just can't get any worse.

Just like July 21st in Australia is the day of the winter solstice, which has the longest night in the year, my pain may finally peak at a solstice. Suddenly, it stops getting so cold anymore, and there's still daylight after 6 pm.

I guess if I can stand in the midnight of the worst kinds of pain, without running away from it, daylight does start to show again after awhile.

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